It is important to have something that you work for. It is necessary to have a goal. If you find yourself lost and just going through the motions, then there is really nothing that is pushing you to get yourself to a better place. I see posts where people have become complacent.

With modeling , there has to be a goal. There also has to be the reality on the repercussions that come with certain types of modeling. You have to know that if you do the styles that you might want, they might not be accepted by others. You have to have the thick skin to some back with your stance on why you took that path. Make the goals and make them happen. I suggest getting a calendar that is just for your modeling. This way you can book the quota for assignments that you are looking for and making again your goals a reality.