There are some days where you just wonder. You wonder on how you landed where you did. You wonder if you would have chosen another path on where you would land. Sometimes it is good to wonder. My thought is that you can’t go through life with regrets. You have to know that everything that you do ends up with a result. No matter what it is, there is one.
I used to question everything that I did about ten times over. Now I do it about five times over. I thought that I was having major OCD but, then I would think about what about this? What if I did this instead?
If you are happy with the way that things turn out with your actions, then I think that all of this is worth it as a learning experience. The key point is to learn.