I ask myself this question as I am always working to get more organized. If I actually used all of the planners and techniques that I teach people, I might even get myself back on track. I am actually offering getting your office organized. Whether you are a model, photographer, stylist, direct seller, or even in a corporate environment with a home office, I am offering a one day clean up the office service. If you are interested in this, please send me an email and I can send the proposal to you for review. This is for locals only at this time. Sorry.
I see posts from models and I am honestly wondering what their intentions are when they think that they are posting or responding for modeling assignments. Posting that selfie or that Instagram image to me is helpful but, honestly does not really mean you are a model. There is a thing about having a professional portfolio. Making a true resume for companies and others to look at to see the experience that you actually have.
It is a game that we all play. The new ones in the business regardless of whatever that they say…may last a few years if that. They will get burned, get involved in something that they did not want to just for the money, or just get bored. The serious one will keep pushing through the trenches to get things done. It is in all in making your intentions clear.
You know when you have one of those days. You just come home and crash. I had one of those yesterday. I was amazing. I went home, ate dinner, and then went to bed for about 10 hours. It was the hardest I have slept in months. I am a hard worker, go getter, and one who always like to stay busy. Presently I have three jobs. And odd enough I am looking for a fourth. There is usually nothing that really deters me from getting something done.
With that being said I am scaling back on somethings and ramping up on others. Letting go on some people and finding out who will be there for me in other instances. It is time to play hard ball.
\I have had to put down two cats this year. One at the beginning of the year and the other just recently. I have never had to put a cat down or an animal in my life. One had cancer and the other had feline aids. They both were part of the family. One was with us for five years, I think and the other for about fourteen. For some reason today was hard for me. I wanted to wish them back. I truly wanted to be selfish.
They had been in a small pack of four cats. All different ages and most of them tolerated the other. Watching them roam around the yard or the house to claim their spot. Each of them marking their mark. Not only on that place but in hearts as well.
Two of them are left, they really don’t get along. I wonder if one of them still misses her counterpart who passed recently. I haven’t even yet picked and urn for this latest one. I can’t find one that I think would due her and her life justice. The both fought the fight till the end. They had been given and used all of their nine lives.
Did I just hit delete? Use the white out? Take someone out of the friends’ realm for good? They say that when you get older, you get wiser. With the connection with social media, you can literally find about anyone you wanted to know. And then some you wanted to forget. I wanted to forgive the few in the past who had as I felt wronged me ad made the emotional scar. I then wanted to see who all was out there that I had missed.
Used to be that there was more snail mail. Fan clubs and pen pal letters that would happen. I was super excited to check the mail and see if I had gotten anything! The best thing was when you had a few to respond to. You wanted your handwriting to be perfect. And then there were the stickers! Had to have at least one on there for your letter to stand out right?
I never wanted some of the friendships to happen or end the way that they did. They just happened. I can’t change what was said or what actions were done. It just never seemed to make sense on how two people could be that capable of hurting each other that much!
Guess you can hit delete, use white out, and hope that any pain of a memory can go away. You hope you have learned. The scar is there but, the perception might change on the instances that ended it all.